Obnoxiousness

ob·nox·ious [ob nókshəss, əb nókshəss]

adjective

extremely unpleasant, especially in a way that offends people
SYN offensive:
obnoxious behaviour ; a thoroughly obnoxious little man ; obnoxious odours

1st, this is for Sarah, for copying her latest style of posting - sorry & thanks.

Allright, you don't have to confirm with me or tell me again, I know that I was, I am, and I will be like that. You are not the 1st to tell me about this and I know you won't be the last. But as I always say to Jas, "old habits die hard" then she'll sigh and she'll say something to make me feel better. I forgot what she always say but the main point is, I knew I am like that.

Sometimes, I act such way unconsciously, even I myself didn't know that my actions/words are causing such heavy damage, until someone tell me, hint me about it. They really have my gratitude here for letting me know.

But however (such redundancy), sometimes I really do it intentionally, for I know (I thought I know) that some people can receive it, and then they'll shoot me back and soon, everyone will "sampuk" and join together, finally we all laugh. Its still a way of interaction isn't it? Or rather, I would say a miscommunication? Some people only pretend to be able to receive it, put up a fake smile maybe, but deep inside them, they're already cursing, with the strong intend to throw a punch right?

So, the lesson of the story? Do not assume so much? Do not be deceived by a person's reaction? Think twice before saying anything? Always say something nice(even if its not what you really want to say)? Nah, like I care. Whatever you all out there want to think of me, its up to you. Who am I with such power to change your thinking? I'm not a psychologist, I'm not your father, I'm just a nobody to you. All I can do here is only one thing, whether you accept it or not, again, its your choice. SORRY.

Tony will not be able to change. Take it, or leave it. He won't care