Thursday, November 16, 2017

Coward

Sometimes you should just buckle up and go for it.  Never try never know right?  And you have nothing to lose anyway, so why not?  What are you afraid of?

easier said than done...

Sunday, April 23, 2017

Haunted - sweet dream gone awry

Haunted by own's dream.  The worst part, it was a sweet and fun dream I never had in years.

This morning when I woke up, I was still all smile flashing back the dream I had.  People I hadn't met for ages appears, set in high school, people not related to my high school also appeared there, and they know what's going on back then cause I told them my past.  geezz...Oh well, they add spice into that dream making it funny and lol worthy.

And then it was all fun, and kinda surprising the main heroine is someone I never had a crush on, we never gotten very close, and later on she even moved away only after a short while. Though it ends up not working - rejected, the whole process is enjoyable, we did this and that (iro iro) which I will never would have done with her IRL and it was all good.

Until...I'm too indulged in that sweetness and went to stalk her fb wanting to know how she is now.  Then I realized, I was unfriended by her and for whatever reason, I just felt a sting in the heart as I totally didn't expect that.  Didn't even realize when it happened and thought that I could still stalk her once in a while (okay that's a bad habit I know) but when it turns out this way, the sweetness and happiness of the dream were all ruined.

//that is how my day become emo - 23 Apr 2017

Monday, April 17, 2017

We will make you lau sai

And that is how the nightmare begins

Sunday, April 3, 2016

Fun Fact #8

Cute is righteous!  Cute is justice!

Monday, March 28, 2016

Dear Y

Thanks for spending the night with me on this not-so-special day :)

**it sounds so wrong though....

Thursday, March 24, 2016

Fun Fact #7

I'm sometimes a sadist, sometimes a masochist.  Depending on who I'm dealing with

Tuesday, March 22, 2016

Fun Fact #6

Chocolates & Ice-cream makes me happy

Sunday, March 20, 2016

Fun Fact #5

I have a lot of fetishes.  All thanks to Japan cultures....

You want to know about them? You'll have to discover them yourself :p