Haunted by own's dream. The worst part, it was a sweet and fun dream I never had in years.
This morning when I woke up, I was still all smile flashing back the dream I had. People I hadn't met for ages appears, set in high school, people not related to my high school also appeared there, and they know what's going on back then cause I told them my past. geezz...Oh well, they add spice into that dream making it funny and lol worthy.
And then it was all fun, and kinda surprising the main heroine is someone I never had a crush on, we never gotten very close, and later on she even moved away only after a short while. Though it ends up not working - rejected, the whole process is enjoyable, we did this and that (iro iro) which I will never would have done with her IRL and it was all good.
Until...I'm too indulged in that sweetness and went to stalk her fb wanting to know how she is now. Then I realized, I was unfriended by her and for whatever reason, I just felt a sting in the heart as I totally didn't expect that. Didn't even realize when it happened and thought that I could still stalk her once in a while (okay that's a bad habit I know) but when it turns out this way, the sweetness and happiness of the dream were all ruined.
//that is how my day become emo - 23 Apr 2017
