Most probably this will be the closing post of January 09, for there won't be any thought-provoking event(s) happening during the coming few days - the 1st star-crossed Chinese New Year for me (better touch wood).
Since the EALD subject victimize majority of its students, it was crystal clear that some of the sufferer did improve themselves or maybe even surpassed their old selves. Honestly, I knew myself better than anyone else, for I'm not an ideal person for blogging; but still, I will try my best to conquer myself for the sake of my future & a beatific life for my family.
Here's something that I wish to groan, it was some act of somebody, whom I went out with yesterday. He asked me out to Sunway, telling me that we will have some fun, either by wetting ourselves in the lagoon, or get our body lying on the ice surface, or to screw some machines there. As the inconvient truth, we went to watch a movie. After we vacillate for some half hour, we(or should I say they) made it clear that the movie will be Red Cliff 2. By mentioning that I did not intend to critisize or talk anything bad about the movie, for it is really magnificent as well as worth watching.
Instead, I would like to say that it was an embezzlement to me that they wasted my precious 6 hours of a day(not including the 2 1/2 hours movie time, that were worthwhile) - typically one quarter of the day, for merely transport purpose while I can just cycle for 15 mins (comparatively 30 mins including the return trip) to the same-as-big cinema in One Utama for the movie?
Well, that's enough of babbling from me about that incident, for I can say no more about it(and about them). Taking this opportunity, I would like to wish everyone of you who will come or came across this page an ECSTATIC CHINESE NEW YEAR. Welcome Ox!!!
"When you look at me, you think I'm alright because I'm smiling and laughing . Actually I'm not , you'll never know how much I wanted to tell you that I love you, I need you and I want you back in my life."
"Tonight , alone as I am , sitting in front of my computer staring into blank space because things aren't the way they are anymore. Without you, I'm lifeless and so depressed deep down inside my heart, I can't describe my depression with words. I feel like crying but, my tears just wont flow out."
"A New Year is near and all I ever want for this New Year is you and only you. Is it really that hard to find the feeling that we held on to together? Will you hold my hands and walk the journey of life together again?"
Tony will change the way he lives from this moment onwards. Help me, will ya?
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